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Sep. 26th, 2009 09:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
missroseroseAlmost every major constant in my life, everything that I've kept in the back of my mind as "this is more or less permanent" for the past five years, is either in the process of changing, has changed very recently, or will change soon in the future.
They're not bad changes, and I'm not sorry they're happening. But why is it that big changes like these always decide that they're all going to happen within a few months of each other? Do the gods just get bored with things as they are and decide to meddle in everyone's lives at once, or perhaps just bring a divine fist down on the board and let the pieces fall where they may?
I've wanted things to be different for some time now. When Brian decided I needed a new hoodie I even bought one with an autumn leaf motif and "Winds of Change" scrawled across the front. I suppose it serves me right for inviting Change into my life - I should know by now that she never respects the boundaries you want her to.
They're not bad changes, and I'm not sorry they're happening. But why is it that big changes like these always decide that they're all going to happen within a few months of each other? Do the gods just get bored with things as they are and decide to meddle in everyone's lives at once, or perhaps just bring a divine fist down on the board and let the pieces fall where they may?
I've wanted things to be different for some time now. When Brian decided I needed a new hoodie I even bought one with an autumn leaf motif and "Winds of Change" scrawled across the front. I suppose it serves me right for inviting Change into my life - I should know by now that she never respects the boundaries you want her to.
