Today's commute [bicycling]
Feb. 2nd, 2026 01:34 pmNo photos this time because I was too busy. Weather.gov said it was -3°F when I left the house, but then the thermometer on the back porch said +5°F, and I'm inclined to agree with the back porch thermometer.
I tried wearing a different face mask, to see if that helped reduce the fogging of my glasses, and it did! However, as best I can tell, the mask filter started to get clogged with ice crystals (O2 Designs mask, company now defunct). That started to make it so hard to breathe that I ripped off the mask by the time I reached the first major hill climb of the commute. By that point the air was warm enough that it didn't feel like I was losing *too* much body heat just by the act of breathing.
Anyway, this is going to be a ludicrously busy week now. Wish me luck...lots of animal wrangling and meetings of various sorts. Not boring, at least?
I tried wearing a different face mask, to see if that helped reduce the fogging of my glasses, and it did! However, as best I can tell, the mask filter started to get clogged with ice crystals (O2 Designs mask, company now defunct). That started to make it so hard to breathe that I ripped off the mask by the time I reached the first major hill climb of the commute. By that point the air was warm enough that it didn't feel like I was losing *too* much body heat just by the act of breathing.
Anyway, this is going to be a ludicrously busy week now. Wish me luck...lots of animal wrangling and meetings of various sorts. Not boring, at least?
Relentless forward motion [projects]
Feb. 1st, 2026 06:02 pmIt seems to me that 20°F might still be too cold to attempt oar painting on the front porch, so I'm feeling a little stuck on that particular aspect of the oar rehabilitation project.
On the other hand, sanding down the first round of epoxy work and applying the second round of epoxy to the oars in need of repair went very well. I was smart enough to stage all the oars first, before mixing up any epoxy, just to figure out how much I could get done with the number of clamps on hand.
One of the five oars I'd been repairing on is now done and ready to be painted. I have a sixth oar I need to look at again more closely; it might also be ready for painting, or it might need another round of epoxy work. I just don't have enough clamps to repair six oars simultaneously.

Check out how worn down this blade is:

Hopefully some fresh epoxy will help extend its lifespan.

A set of new sculling oars like these costs around $800 these days, so there's some incentive to keep these oars going. Given the work involved in repairing and repainting them...I also have some major incentive to teach people how to do a better job of taking care of our oars during daily use.
Since I'm temporarily stymied on the actual oar painting, I then switched to working on some other projects instead. One project involved going through my collection of dead bike wheels, to determine which ones to cannibalize in the name of an art project. That project has been very slow moving, so it felt good to keep it going forward, however incrementally.
Then, back to sewing and mending projects. I had a small bag repair project I really wanted to tackle, but it was a project that would benefit from machine sewing instead of hand sewing. You might remember my other recent machine sewing project, where just getting the sewing machine out and all set up was a real production. It's not ideal for sewing machine setup to be that involved, so I started wondering about whether I really needed to reposition the IKEA Poang chair. But if I left the chair in place, where would I sit to use the machine? Eventually, an idea occurred to me: finally, a highly practical use for a telescoping stool my mom gave me!

I suspect this mended bag isn't going to last particularly long, just because of the material it's made of (thin polyester).

But on the other hand, I like it approximately a million times better with the patches on it, compared to before, and it needed the patching. So at least now I can ENJOY using it for its remaining lifespan! I found it in the boatyard at some point, utterly abandoned and grimy. It's one of those bags that smashes into a little pouch, and those can be really convenient at times.
And with that, time to start thinking about the week ahead. Sigh.
On the other hand, sanding down the first round of epoxy work and applying the second round of epoxy to the oars in need of repair went very well. I was smart enough to stage all the oars first, before mixing up any epoxy, just to figure out how much I could get done with the number of clamps on hand.
One of the five oars I'd been repairing on is now done and ready to be painted. I have a sixth oar I need to look at again more closely; it might also be ready for painting, or it might need another round of epoxy work. I just don't have enough clamps to repair six oars simultaneously.

Check out how worn down this blade is:

Hopefully some fresh epoxy will help extend its lifespan.

A set of new sculling oars like these costs around $800 these days, so there's some incentive to keep these oars going. Given the work involved in repairing and repainting them...I also have some major incentive to teach people how to do a better job of taking care of our oars during daily use.
Since I'm temporarily stymied on the actual oar painting, I then switched to working on some other projects instead. One project involved going through my collection of dead bike wheels, to determine which ones to cannibalize in the name of an art project. That project has been very slow moving, so it felt good to keep it going forward, however incrementally.
Then, back to sewing and mending projects. I had a small bag repair project I really wanted to tackle, but it was a project that would benefit from machine sewing instead of hand sewing. You might remember my other recent machine sewing project, where just getting the sewing machine out and all set up was a real production. It's not ideal for sewing machine setup to be that involved, so I started wondering about whether I really needed to reposition the IKEA Poang chair. But if I left the chair in place, where would I sit to use the machine? Eventually, an idea occurred to me: finally, a highly practical use for a telescoping stool my mom gave me!

I suspect this mended bag isn't going to last particularly long, just because of the material it's made of (thin polyester).

But on the other hand, I like it approximately a million times better with the patches on it, compared to before, and it needed the patching. So at least now I can ENJOY using it for its remaining lifespan! I found it in the boatyard at some point, utterly abandoned and grimy. It's one of those bags that smashes into a little pouch, and those can be really convenient at times.
And with that, time to start thinking about the week ahead. Sigh.
Not exactly the usual weekend cooking [food]
Feb. 1st, 2026 01:21 pmI want to jot down a couple notes to myself about things before moving on to other projects.
As the subject line notes, this weekend's cooking is a bit different from the usual. For one thing, I am cooking up a bean soup from a mix given to me by a family member for Christmas. I don't usually cook things from mixes like this one, but on the other hand, since I have it, I might as well cook it up and eat it. I'm not going to be adding the "optional" ham hock, however. I'll also bake some cornbread from an accompanying cornbread mix. Good enough for dinner for the week.
I also prepared a batch of homemade mustard. I need to record some notes to myself about that. I have a recipe in my recipe files for "Spicy Beer Mustard," which I think I found and first tried out back when I was living in Texas. I can't remember how many times I used it then, but I do remember obtaining horseradish specifically for the recipe, and being underwhelmed by the result.
This time around, since I've already been experimenting with other homemade mustard recipes (albeit rather unsuccessfully so far), I know enough to know I can just go ahead and omit the horseradish. I also got partway through and realized I don't have any of the onion powder the recipe called for, either. Whoops. So I swapped in a quarter of an actual onion, even though the recipe maker noted they couldn't make a real onion work in mustard. (unfortunately I didn't save information on where I got this recipe to begin with; I guess I downloaded it before I got in that habit). I used a breakfast stout, which may very well wind up imparting an odd flavor, and I used black mustard seeds instead of brown, since that's what I had (I did have the called-for mustard powder and yellow mustard seeds). So, a multidimensional experiment.
I have to figure it can't be worse than some of my other recent attempts. All the better if it's actually better. And even if it's simply "different," I'll probably continue this long-term mustard-making experiment because I haven't found any storebought options around here that are good enough to make me quit my experiments. I should note my mustard experiments are motivated by a combination of cheaper cost, reduction of disposable container use/generation, and flavor.
The best mustard I've ever had was made by someone in Arizona, and it no longer exists.
For the next time, perhaps a brown ale, and perhaps I'll actually get some brown mustard seeds and onion powder going. I'll have to stock up again on yellow mustard seeds and mustard powder, too. People say the mustard powder itself can be a major determinant of the end result. I was mostly just using the black mustard seeds because I wound up with a crap-ton of them from a shopping trip to an Indian grocery store at one point.
As the subject line notes, this weekend's cooking is a bit different from the usual. For one thing, I am cooking up a bean soup from a mix given to me by a family member for Christmas. I don't usually cook things from mixes like this one, but on the other hand, since I have it, I might as well cook it up and eat it. I'm not going to be adding the "optional" ham hock, however. I'll also bake some cornbread from an accompanying cornbread mix. Good enough for dinner for the week.
I also prepared a batch of homemade mustard. I need to record some notes to myself about that. I have a recipe in my recipe files for "Spicy Beer Mustard," which I think I found and first tried out back when I was living in Texas. I can't remember how many times I used it then, but I do remember obtaining horseradish specifically for the recipe, and being underwhelmed by the result.
This time around, since I've already been experimenting with other homemade mustard recipes (albeit rather unsuccessfully so far), I know enough to know I can just go ahead and omit the horseradish. I also got partway through and realized I don't have any of the onion powder the recipe called for, either. Whoops. So I swapped in a quarter of an actual onion, even though the recipe maker noted they couldn't make a real onion work in mustard. (unfortunately I didn't save information on where I got this recipe to begin with; I guess I downloaded it before I got in that habit). I used a breakfast stout, which may very well wind up imparting an odd flavor, and I used black mustard seeds instead of brown, since that's what I had (I did have the called-for mustard powder and yellow mustard seeds). So, a multidimensional experiment.
I have to figure it can't be worse than some of my other recent attempts. All the better if it's actually better. And even if it's simply "different," I'll probably continue this long-term mustard-making experiment because I haven't found any storebought options around here that are good enough to make me quit my experiments. I should note my mustard experiments are motivated by a combination of cheaper cost, reduction of disposable container use/generation, and flavor.
The best mustard I've ever had was made by someone in Arizona, and it no longer exists.
For the next time, perhaps a brown ale, and perhaps I'll actually get some brown mustard seeds and onion powder going. I'll have to stock up again on yellow mustard seeds and mustard powder, too. People say the mustard powder itself can be a major determinant of the end result. I was mostly just using the black mustard seeds because I wound up with a crap-ton of them from a shopping trip to an Indian grocery store at one point.
Finally dug out the car today [status, work]
Jan. 31st, 2026 07:25 pmI needed to obtain some crickets and fish from the pet store, and I just didn't think they'd survive if I tried to transport them by bicycle. At least the temperatures were warmer than yesterday, with an afternoon high of (gasp!) 15.1°F. Almost time to break out the shorts!
We have a neighbor who has figured out that we rarely drive, and so when it is necessary to park only on our side of the street, they put their Mercedes as close as they possibly can to the edge of our driveway. I can imagine this is convenient for being able to pull out of that spot. Anyway, it was a harrowing squeeze to extract my vehicle from the driveway without scraping my vehicle across their front bumper, and now I'm glad to be done with car errands for a while. (being the fan of trip chaining that I am, I also picked up several heavy bags of cat litter while I was out and about, too)
I really wanted to go to the local community protest bike ride today, but ensuring the animals got settled in at work had to take priority. Thankfully it does look like there was good turnout for the ride.
Else?
Not much, really. Just a bit of cooking and some preliminary weekend chores.
Oh, this is not related to anything else, but I just discovered that Stash Tea has stopped making a second type of tea that I love, a decaf chocolate hazelnut tea (this is after they stopped making chocolate peppermint tea). Also, their current website design is AWFUL. I have a bad feeling about those things. I have been a fairly loyal Stash tea drinker for a long time but we might be close to the end of an era at this point. I wound up ordering some sort of decaf chocolate-y tea from a different company instead, in part because that other company also carries Greek Mountain tea, which is very hard to find. All told, I find it vexing how finding good tea has turned into such a moving target! I am hoping to increase home production of chocolate peppermint tea in 2026 at least, however.
We have a neighbor who has figured out that we rarely drive, and so when it is necessary to park only on our side of the street, they put their Mercedes as close as they possibly can to the edge of our driveway. I can imagine this is convenient for being able to pull out of that spot. Anyway, it was a harrowing squeeze to extract my vehicle from the driveway without scraping my vehicle across their front bumper, and now I'm glad to be done with car errands for a while. (being the fan of trip chaining that I am, I also picked up several heavy bags of cat litter while I was out and about, too)
I really wanted to go to the local community protest bike ride today, but ensuring the animals got settled in at work had to take priority. Thankfully it does look like there was good turnout for the ride.
Else?
Not much, really. Just a bit of cooking and some preliminary weekend chores.
Oh, this is not related to anything else, but I just discovered that Stash Tea has stopped making a second type of tea that I love, a decaf chocolate hazelnut tea (this is after they stopped making chocolate peppermint tea). Also, their current website design is AWFUL. I have a bad feeling about those things. I have been a fairly loyal Stash tea drinker for a long time but we might be close to the end of an era at this point. I wound up ordering some sort of decaf chocolate-y tea from a different company instead, in part because that other company also carries Greek Mountain tea, which is very hard to find. All told, I find it vexing how finding good tea has turned into such a moving target! I am hoping to increase home production of chocolate peppermint tea in 2026 at least, however.
It only takes 3 photos to make an animated .gif [bicycling]
Jan. 30th, 2026 09:31 am


Weather.gov said the temperature was -2°F (-19°C) when I left the house this morning, but I don't know about windchill (wasn't *too* windy, mercifully). Within about 2 minutes, my glasses fogged, so I put them in a pocket and rode (mostly) blind. I mean, less blind than fogged up glasses! I think this all means I've basically given up on the ski goggles, at least for now. The KN95 under the balaclava was VITAL. I could have used another layer on my legs, maybe wool leggings under the ski pants in addition to the bike pants. I forgot the cardinal rule of "carry along one more layer than you think you need" in the midst of just trying to figure out general preparations for the morning. Or possibly just more windproofing for my thighs.
The mint tea at work tastes AMAZING and I'm not just saying that because it's my homemade chocolate peppermint tea.
The start of an idea [rowing]
Jan. 29th, 2026 02:41 pmTo begin with, I just want to note that it's insane how quickly 2026 has filled up with various plans already.
But that is what it is. I don't need to do all of everything instantly. I CAN be patient.
So in the back of my mind, I am thinking about one of my longer-term goals, which is to row on the Hudson River from Albany down to NYC, in Petrichor. It will not be practical to try doing this in 2026, but it might be practical in 2027.
I think when I do it, I am going to call the journey, "From Siena to the Sea." That's thecollege University where I work, where I have colleagues and students who are also interested in things like environmental justice and local/regional water quality issues. So I think there may be opportunities to work with people here on the trip, and make something more of it beyond just "Rebeccmeister goes row-camping on the Hudson for fun." Or, you know, "One Woman in a Boat (to Say Nothing of the Cats)" (lololol, still good though; haven't done any sea trials with George or Martha in Petrichor yet!).
I don't want to turn completely into one of the other people I've encountered in the Hudson, writing Books or Poems or whatever about their Voyage. For me I think it would be enough to just learn more from direct experience about the history and pre-history of the river, and to meet communities and people along the way, and to do all that from the perspective of Connections. It also goes with my overall agenda of wanting to say, "Hey, all you waterway advocacy people, pay attention to this part of the river, too!"
Still all very much in the idea phase. But this is the right time to be in the idea phase.
And really, the Idea phase is so much more fun than the grading I'm already supposed to be doing. (deep sigh) Okay, okay, I'll get my grading done.
Edited to add... I did it! I got my grading done! *pats self on back*
Now, about those manuscripts...
But that is what it is. I don't need to do all of everything instantly. I CAN be patient.
So in the back of my mind, I am thinking about one of my longer-term goals, which is to row on the Hudson River from Albany down to NYC, in Petrichor. It will not be practical to try doing this in 2026, but it might be practical in 2027.
I think when I do it, I am going to call the journey, "From Siena to the Sea." That's the
I don't want to turn completely into one of the other people I've encountered in the Hudson, writing Books or Poems or whatever about their Voyage. For me I think it would be enough to just learn more from direct experience about the history and pre-history of the river, and to meet communities and people along the way, and to do all that from the perspective of Connections. It also goes with my overall agenda of wanting to say, "Hey, all you waterway advocacy people, pay attention to this part of the river, too!"
Still all very much in the idea phase. But this is the right time to be in the idea phase.
And really, the Idea phase is so much more fun than the grading I'm already supposed to be doing. (deep sigh) Okay, okay, I'll get my grading done.
Edited to add... I did it! I got my grading done! *pats self on back*
Now, about those manuscripts...
The snow, in photos [photos]
Jan. 28th, 2026 04:39 pmThis is my view from my desk at home:

I was just struck by how uniformly gray the sky was behind the church's tower. In the middle of the day on Monday, two people emerged from one of the apartments onto the upper deck, holding a black cat to take photos with it.
Snowy disco ball, the view from the kitchen windows:

Back porch footprints (not mine):

I'm continually glad for the color of the string lights on the back porch. I do need to figure out how to replace/upgrade the existing battery and solar panel for this light set, though. It might be around 6 years old at this point, and showing its age.

A big snow peak on the recycle bin.


I was just struck by how uniformly gray the sky was behind the church's tower. In the middle of the day on Monday, two people emerged from one of the apartments onto the upper deck, holding a black cat to take photos with it.
Snowy disco ball, the view from the kitchen windows:

Back porch footprints (not mine):

I'm continually glad for the color of the string lights on the back porch. I do need to figure out how to replace/upgrade the existing battery and solar panel for this light set, though. It might be around 6 years old at this point, and showing its age.

A big snow peak on the recycle bin.

The bike commute [bicycling]
Jan. 28th, 2026 09:22 amOn Monday morning our mayor declared a Snow Emergency, which means that anyone whose car is parked on the street must move their car to the even side of the street for one 24-hour period, then the odd side of the street for the next 24-hour period, so the city can send through its massive snow blower to gather up and haul all of the snow offsite. To facilitate this, the city opened up additional parking in some strategic locations throughout the city. Surely not as convenient as that one spot close to a person's house, but still. I watched a short TV news clip about all this, and all I can think to myself is, so this means that every street parked vehicle in this city requires a minimum of TWO parking spaces for home parking, instead of just one. If I understand correctly, that means that there must be a bare minimum of FOUR parking spaces per vehicle, provided either for free or at a greatly subsidized rate (home, work, third space like grocery store, library, etc).
Suddenly, having off-street parking seems less like a selfish thing and more like a generous thing for helping to keep streets clear and accessible for everyone. The same goes for riding a bike instead of driving. Many people perceive a person on a bicycle as a major inconvenience while driving, but the major inconveniences I observed this morning involved people having badly parked their cars, or buses or garbage trucks having a hard time on narrowed streets.
I haven't shoveled my car out yet, I certainly don't feel like driving around in this stuff.
The bike commute was great, because all of the major roads along my commute route have been plowed. I do have to share more space with vehicles, because in many places the plowed snow is stored in the bike lane. That's why I'm a bike lane skeptic. But the majority of people driving are pretty patient. As you might also know, if you drive or bike around. It still does only take that one asshole, though. This morning that one asshole tried to squeeze me into a pair of trash cans that were sticking out further into the road because of the snow. Fortunately, I was paying attention so I didn't get hit. I did my best to scream at them and gave them a generous gesture with my hand. Not that I expect they noticed, but it at least made me feel slightly better.
And thus, to work.
Suddenly, having off-street parking seems less like a selfish thing and more like a generous thing for helping to keep streets clear and accessible for everyone. The same goes for riding a bike instead of driving. Many people perceive a person on a bicycle as a major inconvenience while driving, but the major inconveniences I observed this morning involved people having badly parked their cars, or buses or garbage trucks having a hard time on narrowed streets.
I haven't shoveled my car out yet, I certainly don't feel like driving around in this stuff.
The bike commute was great, because all of the major roads along my commute route have been plowed. I do have to share more space with vehicles, because in many places the plowed snow is stored in the bike lane. That's why I'm a bike lane skeptic. But the majority of people driving are pretty patient. As you might also know, if you drive or bike around. It still does only take that one asshole, though. This morning that one asshole tried to squeeze me into a pair of trash cans that were sticking out further into the road because of the snow. Fortunately, I was paying attention so I didn't get hit. I did my best to scream at them and gave them a generous gesture with my hand. Not that I expect they noticed, but it at least made me feel slightly better.
And thus, to work.
Reading Wednesday
Jan. 28th, 2026 08:34 amI've been reading Family Lore by Elizabeth Acevedo because it was our book group book. Usually I can take or leave (or prefer to leave) our book group books, but this one I expected I'd like, because I loved Acevedo's The Poet X (ended up teaching that one in the jail). And I am liking it! So much that although the book group date came and went, I've kept on reading it because I want to finish it.
It's about two generations of Dominican women, whose life stories we get in bits and pieces around the occasion of a living wake that one of them is throwing for herself. The characters, their lives, the language--it's all so vivid. I marked this, one woman (older generation) talking about her older sister:
Also, the women all have gifts. One has dreams that foretell when someone will die. Another can tell if someone is lying. Another can salsa like nobody's business. And one has an alpha vagina ;-)
( cut for frank talk about down-there )
I've been surprised and delighted by how much I'm enjoying this character's thoughts and experiences with her gift. The book is overall super sensual and VERY sex positive.
I'm also still reading and enjoying Breath, Warmth, and Dream, by Zig Zag Claybourne, but I had to put it aside to read this one. But this one is nearly done, and Breath, Warmth, and Dream is very easy to fall back into.
It's about two generations of Dominican women, whose life stories we get in bits and pieces around the occasion of a living wake that one of them is throwing for herself. The characters, their lives, the language--it's all so vivid. I marked this, one woman (older generation) talking about her older sister:
The person I've hugged most in the world, beside my own offspring, has been Flor. It was she who carried me on her hip. As a child, hers was the first body I remember vining around, the way climbing plants claim homes.
Also, the women all have gifts. One has dreams that foretell when someone will die. Another can tell if someone is lying. Another can salsa like nobody's business. And one has an alpha vagina ;-)
( cut for frank talk about down-there )
I've been surprised and delighted by how much I'm enjoying this character's thoughts and experiences with her gift. The book is overall super sensual and VERY sex positive.
I'm also still reading and enjoying Breath, Warmth, and Dream, by Zig Zag Claybourne, but I had to put it aside to read this one. But this one is nearly done, and Breath, Warmth, and Dream is very easy to fall back into.
Bus life
Jan. 27th, 2026 07:21 amThis storm brought in enough snowfall that it seemed prudent to take the bus today instead of attempting to bike through any lingering questionable conditions.
But one cannot assume that buses will run on schedule in these conditions, either. So if a person absolutely has to be on time (for instance, if they are the instructor for the 4-hour lab), it is prudent to plan on taking the bus scheduled for earlier rather than the bus that is supposed to arrive on time. Thus, I figured I should start making my way over to the bus stop at 6 am, to ensure I arrived before the start of the 8:30 am lab. Thankfully, this week's lab doesn't require anything like an extra hour to anesthetize frogs, or extra prep the day before that I wouldn't have gotten to due to the snow cancellation.
When I sat down at 5:45 am to eat some breakfast and drink some coffee before setting out, I also decided to take a look at the actual bus schedule, just in case. That turned out to be a good decision; the bus to campus only runs once every half hour, and it looked like if I hustled right then and there, I might be able to make it to the stop in time to catch a bus with ample time to get to campus. The bus after that one would be more questionable. With that, I poured the rest of my coffee in my thermos, packaged up the rest of breakfast, pulled on my snow pants, and hit the sidewalk; part of all these calculations is hoofing it a good 1.5 miles over to the stop so I'm not dealing with the extra scheduling logistics and stress of a transfer between two buses.
The scheduled bus was about 10 minutes late, which was perfect. That means the whole commute only took about an hour an 10 minutes, instead of something more like an hour and 40 minutes if I'd missed that bus. And I now have plenty of time to get ready for lab.
So now I just need to think about how I will get home at the end of the day. I may be able to hitch a ride with a colleague who lives nearby, if our schedules align, although I have a meeting scheduled for 6-6:30 and a lot depends whether the afternoon lab runs all the way until 5:30 pm. I don't really mind the exercise of that 1.5 mile walk, it's just the stress of getting to the bus stop at the right time that is the worst, and the time it eats up.
I will attempt to bike in tomorrow. The main roads are pretty well cleared today, so even if I have to walk some sections that will still be far faster, more convenient, and less stressful than the bus.
But one cannot assume that buses will run on schedule in these conditions, either. So if a person absolutely has to be on time (for instance, if they are the instructor for the 4-hour lab), it is prudent to plan on taking the bus scheduled for earlier rather than the bus that is supposed to arrive on time. Thus, I figured I should start making my way over to the bus stop at 6 am, to ensure I arrived before the start of the 8:30 am lab. Thankfully, this week's lab doesn't require anything like an extra hour to anesthetize frogs, or extra prep the day before that I wouldn't have gotten to due to the snow cancellation.
When I sat down at 5:45 am to eat some breakfast and drink some coffee before setting out, I also decided to take a look at the actual bus schedule, just in case. That turned out to be a good decision; the bus to campus only runs once every half hour, and it looked like if I hustled right then and there, I might be able to make it to the stop in time to catch a bus with ample time to get to campus. The bus after that one would be more questionable. With that, I poured the rest of my coffee in my thermos, packaged up the rest of breakfast, pulled on my snow pants, and hit the sidewalk; part of all these calculations is hoofing it a good 1.5 miles over to the stop so I'm not dealing with the extra scheduling logistics and stress of a transfer between two buses.
The scheduled bus was about 10 minutes late, which was perfect. That means the whole commute only took about an hour an 10 minutes, instead of something more like an hour and 40 minutes if I'd missed that bus. And I now have plenty of time to get ready for lab.
So now I just need to think about how I will get home at the end of the day. I may be able to hitch a ride with a colleague who lives nearby, if our schedules align, although I have a meeting scheduled for 6-6:30 and a lot depends whether the afternoon lab runs all the way until 5:30 pm. I don't really mind the exercise of that 1.5 mile walk, it's just the stress of getting to the bus stop at the right time that is the worst, and the time it eats up.
I will attempt to bike in tomorrow. The main roads are pretty well cleared today, so even if I have to walk some sections that will still be far faster, more convenient, and less stressful than the bus.
So many thoughts, running around, chasing each other in circles [work]
Jan. 26th, 2026 02:45 pmIn mid-December I was asked if I'd be willing to join my institution's Strategic Planning Committee. I ultimately agreed, although not without some reservations. I learned from a previous committee experience that for me, some committees are preferable over others. Anyway, the Strategic Planning Committee is going to be an interesting committee and process to be a part of, although I'll also admit I'm a little sad because it meant I had to give up my seat on a different committee that's more pedagogically focused, and I was appreciating the opportunity to be involved in discussions related to pedagogy. But I may very well get back to that committee once this iteration of the strategic planning process winds down. And both types of work are clearly needed and important.
Meanwhile, there are aspects of strategic planning processes and outcomes that I somewhat viscerally, vehemently dislike. We have been asked to read over our institution's prior strategic plan as an initial homework assignment. That plan was structured around four identified "pillars" and from reading through things it seems I may have some major and fundamental issues with the entire "experience" pillar. And anyway, the strategic planning document is the sort of thing where I can handle reading a page or two of it at a time, then I need to run off and rampage on other things for a while (e.g. blog! Whee!).
In the meantime, all of this is doing some of what it needs to do, to me. I remember hearing about some events and activities during the previous strategic planning process, but at that time I was checked out of that sort of thing so I wasn't necessarily thinking in these broader terms (was paying more attention to things like earning tenure, surviving teaching, rebuilding the rowing club).
Since I have a larger stake now, that means doing things like asking, "So, how have things gone at the large public university where I got my PhD back in the day, where the institution's president showed up in 2003 with a Big Vision?" (short answer, that Big Vision did indeed transform that institution; it does appear that institution is doing fine and/or well, although that's always a complicated matter to answer). Also continuing to keep tabs on the institution where I earned my bachelor's degree, because it, too, has made some major (and effective-seeming) strategic changes over the years (i.e. it's financially solvent and now able to offer a full scholarship to any incoming student with family income under $150k, but who knows where it is with regards to institutional elitism these days).
Now, these are both quite different institutions from my current one with regards to institution size and prestige, but one of my concerns with this committee is making sure to cast a very wide net when we're thinking about what needs to happen in the future, and my observation is there's a tendency at my institution to be WAY too parochial in our thinking (I kind of see this crop up again and again in the northeastern United States; folks, this country is much bigger than that, Los Angeles isn't a quaint Western backwater).
And in the meantime, I'm thinking, I think I personally need to seek out and get some legal observer training. I think I might also want to learn how to become an election monitor. One of the things that stood out to me from reading about my PhD institution is how its leader talks about helping the institution do a better job of responding to the needs of the broader community it serves. (by contrast, my institution's strategic plan is focused more directly on the students themselves, and only talks about "the broader world" in sweeping generalities).
Anyway, I should get back to reading the next two pages of this document. We shall see how it all goes. Hopefully it will have been a good decision all around to have joined this particular undertaking.
Meanwhile, there are aspects of strategic planning processes and outcomes that I somewhat viscerally, vehemently dislike. We have been asked to read over our institution's prior strategic plan as an initial homework assignment. That plan was structured around four identified "pillars" and from reading through things it seems I may have some major and fundamental issues with the entire "experience" pillar. And anyway, the strategic planning document is the sort of thing where I can handle reading a page or two of it at a time, then I need to run off and rampage on other things for a while (e.g. blog! Whee!).
In the meantime, all of this is doing some of what it needs to do, to me. I remember hearing about some events and activities during the previous strategic planning process, but at that time I was checked out of that sort of thing so I wasn't necessarily thinking in these broader terms (was paying more attention to things like earning tenure, surviving teaching, rebuilding the rowing club).
Since I have a larger stake now, that means doing things like asking, "So, how have things gone at the large public university where I got my PhD back in the day, where the institution's president showed up in 2003 with a Big Vision?" (short answer, that Big Vision did indeed transform that institution; it does appear that institution is doing fine and/or well, although that's always a complicated matter to answer). Also continuing to keep tabs on the institution where I earned my bachelor's degree, because it, too, has made some major (and effective-seeming) strategic changes over the years (i.e. it's financially solvent and now able to offer a full scholarship to any incoming student with family income under $150k, but who knows where it is with regards to institutional elitism these days).
Now, these are both quite different institutions from my current one with regards to institution size and prestige, but one of my concerns with this committee is making sure to cast a very wide net when we're thinking about what needs to happen in the future, and my observation is there's a tendency at my institution to be WAY too parochial in our thinking (I kind of see this crop up again and again in the northeastern United States; folks, this country is much bigger than that, Los Angeles isn't a quaint Western backwater).
And in the meantime, I'm thinking, I think I personally need to seek out and get some legal observer training. I think I might also want to learn how to become an election monitor. One of the things that stood out to me from reading about my PhD institution is how its leader talks about helping the institution do a better job of responding to the needs of the broader community it serves. (by contrast, my institution's strategic plan is focused more directly on the students themselves, and only talks about "the broader world" in sweeping generalities).
Anyway, I should get back to reading the next two pages of this document. We shall see how it all goes. Hopefully it will have been a good decision all around to have joined this particular undertaking.
a buried snow cat, a person
Jan. 26th, 2026 02:07 pmA while ago there was a brief, wet snow, and I made a snow cat:


In yesterday's and last night's snowpocalypse, the cat has disappeared. All that's left is a Mount Fuji-shaped mound:
He's under there, sleeping. The new snow is very dry, like sand. When our equivalent of the harmattan blows, his form will be revealed.
( Also I doodled this the other day. )
Oh hey, and if you're in need of cheer, here's a woman dressed as Klingon Elsa singing "Let It Go" in Klingon.


In yesterday's and last night's snowpocalypse, the cat has disappeared. All that's left is a Mount Fuji-shaped mound:
He's under there, sleeping. The new snow is very dry, like sand. When our equivalent of the harmattan blows, his form will be revealed.
( Also I doodled this the other day. )
Oh hey, and if you're in need of cheer, here's a woman dressed as Klingon Elsa singing "Let It Go" in Klingon.
Also, a pep talk.
Jan. 26th, 2026 10:22 amKEXP really helped me get through the early parts of the pandemic, most especially John Richards. He knows what he's talking about.
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In other news on this work-from-home day...
Jan. 26th, 2026 09:24 amWow, snow shoveling is a really good core workout.
I warmed up with a round of vacuuming before heading out to re-shovel the sidewalk out front and my bike access out back. I also had to figure it might be wise to do some preliminary work to dig out the car, just in case (although I'd really rather not try and drive in this stuff). I believe we're due for a couple more daytime inches today, and S also asked me to rake the snow off Princess TinyHouse's roof, so the fun isn't over yet.
I do appreciate that it's exercise and fresh air.
I do not appreciate that the company hired to shovel out the apartment building next door came to do the work at 4 am. (understanding the people actually doing the work are probably up against a ton of constraints, it's just...that's a lot of combustion engine noise right outside my window during sleeping hours).
I warmed up with a round of vacuuming before heading out to re-shovel the sidewalk out front and my bike access out back. I also had to figure it might be wise to do some preliminary work to dig out the car, just in case (although I'd really rather not try and drive in this stuff). I believe we're due for a couple more daytime inches today, and S also asked me to rake the snow off Princess TinyHouse's roof, so the fun isn't over yet.
I do appreciate that it's exercise and fresh air.
I do not appreciate that the company hired to shovel out the apartment building next door came to do the work at 4 am. (understanding the people actually doing the work are probably up against a ton of constraints, it's just...that's a lot of combustion engine noise right outside my window during sleeping hours).
Something to read about Minneapolis
Jan. 26th, 2026 06:55 amI'm not sure if this link to an Atlantic article will work for you (supposed to be a gift link but not my gift). But it is interesting for talking about the nature and scope of community organization right now in Minneapolis.
By contrast, hearing about what has happened to protestors throughout Iran has been chilling and awful.
Editing to add: From the article, it's useful to understand what things have been turning points for people - e.g. the fact that everyone's children will witness and be affected by raids on immigrant children. It's also useful to understand what sorts of training opportunities have been created to help people learn how to respond to raids - and this doesn't just mean becoming a first line of resistance. These trainings appear to be useful for understanding how government agents track individuals, to learn how to avoid being tracked if you don't think the government has any business keeping those sorts of records on you. It seems relevant even for individuals who do not feel like they are in a position to function as a legal observer (and besides, we may not have a choice in the matter while going about our everyday lives).
I think it will send me in some different directions in the near future.
By contrast, hearing about what has happened to protestors throughout Iran has been chilling and awful.
Editing to add: From the article, it's useful to understand what things have been turning points for people - e.g. the fact that everyone's children will witness and be affected by raids on immigrant children. It's also useful to understand what sorts of training opportunities have been created to help people learn how to respond to raids - and this doesn't just mean becoming a first line of resistance. These trainings appear to be useful for understanding how government agents track individuals, to learn how to avoid being tracked if you don't think the government has any business keeping those sorts of records on you. It seems relevant even for individuals who do not feel like they are in a position to function as a legal observer (and besides, we may not have a choice in the matter while going about our everyday lives).
I think it will send me in some different directions in the near future.
I did not get the vacuuming done today [status, work, housekeepery]
Jan. 25th, 2026 09:08 pmNor did I clean the bathroom at all.
I will try to summon the energy for those projects in the morning.
However, the cats DID catch the mouse. Eventually. It was mostly Martha's work, to no one's surprise. George has never actually had to catch his own food. Several times she asked me to move some furniture or boxes to help her track the mouse. After I came back indoors from the first round of snow shoveling, I found her hunkered down on the small rug in the living room, George nearby, the corpse of the mouse under the edge of the rug. Still playing with it. I took the dead mouse outside.
I forgot how long it inevitably takes to record a lecture video, even one where I am trying to do it expediently. I am definitely out of practice. But it's done, so tomorrow I just (just!) need to set up a Snow Day alternative assignment for my Bicycling students, hold Zoom office hours, and get the Animal Phys quizzes graded.
I suspect I'll be taking the bus to and from work on Tuesday, sigh. That's 90 minutes each way, rather than the 45-55 minutes to bike commute, which is still a lot of minutes of my life (although yes, the bicycling at least is built-in exercise).
The to-do list is ballooning faster than I can check things off right now. That's how it goes sometimes.
I will try to summon the energy for those projects in the morning.
However, the cats DID catch the mouse. Eventually. It was mostly Martha's work, to no one's surprise. George has never actually had to catch his own food. Several times she asked me to move some furniture or boxes to help her track the mouse. After I came back indoors from the first round of snow shoveling, I found her hunkered down on the small rug in the living room, George nearby, the corpse of the mouse under the edge of the rug. Still playing with it. I took the dead mouse outside.
I forgot how long it inevitably takes to record a lecture video, even one where I am trying to do it expediently. I am definitely out of practice. But it's done, so tomorrow I just (just!) need to set up a Snow Day alternative assignment for my Bicycling students, hold Zoom office hours, and get the Animal Phys quizzes graded.
I suspect I'll be taking the bus to and from work on Tuesday, sigh. That's 90 minutes each way, rather than the 45-55 minutes to bike commute, which is still a lot of minutes of my life (although yes, the bicycling at least is built-in exercise).
The to-do list is ballooning faster than I can check things off right now. That's how it goes sometimes.
Darn it [projects]
Jan. 24th, 2026 09:34 pmI am really pleased with how this mending project turned out:

Close-up:

I worked on the section on the upper right about a year and change ago, while I was in Seattle. The orange, cream, and blue are freshly added. The orange made me think of kintsugi. But for clothing!
This is a pretty thin, lightweight merino wool shirt that has spent much of its life living in my pannier as a piece of backup clothing. Maybe now I'll get it into regular circulation more often

Close-up:

I worked on the section on the upper right about a year and change ago, while I was in Seattle. The orange, cream, and blue are freshly added. The orange made me think of kintsugi. But for clothing!
This is a pretty thin, lightweight merino wool shirt that has spent much of its life living in my pannier as a piece of backup clothing. Maybe now I'll get it into regular circulation more often
In other news, What passes for excitement around here. [status, cats]
Jan. 24th, 2026 08:05 pm1. I want to acknowledge that there is a lot of outrage on social media and in the news right now, for justifiable reasons. I hope the outrage can continue to be converted into pressure for change, in all the ways it needs to be converted into that pressure. That is a very hard thing to do and it is going to take a ton more work.
2. But tonight I am at home with the cats. I thought I had been hearing some strange noises in the house today, and about 30 minutes ago I was finally able to identify why. We have at least one new guest, a mouse, that showed its face in the back bedroom while I was sitting on the bed in the room.
It seems that the cats might be on the project now, finally. I have more confidence in Martha than George. But I did also pull out another live trap, and put fresh bait in it and the live trap that has been sitting in the kitchen for a long time. (from what I know from S, mice will avoid traps if they smell at all like they've been handled recently, so I gloved up to add the fresh peanut bait)
If I do succeed in actually live trapping the mouse, I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it in the face of the oncoming snow.
2. But tonight I am at home with the cats. I thought I had been hearing some strange noises in the house today, and about 30 minutes ago I was finally able to identify why. We have at least one new guest, a mouse, that showed its face in the back bedroom while I was sitting on the bed in the room.
It seems that the cats might be on the project now, finally. I have more confidence in Martha than George. But I did also pull out another live trap, and put fresh bait in it and the live trap that has been sitting in the kitchen for a long time. (from what I know from S, mice will avoid traps if they smell at all like they've been handled recently, so I gloved up to add the fresh peanut bait)
If I do succeed in actually live trapping the mouse, I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it in the face of the oncoming snow.
Comfort baking at its finest [food]
Jan. 24th, 2026 05:05 pmor, It Came From the Pantry.
Y'all.
The Rustic Fruit Desserts cookbook came through again.
But I should start at the beginning.
scrottie and I keep a bag in the freezer for our bread ends and other bread loaf bits no longer suitable for sandwiches and cheesy toasts. Once a substantial quantity of bread ends has accumulated, S is the primary household architect of our bread puddings, which he embellishes with yummy fruits like blueberries and pineapples, and liquids such as coconut milk.
However, S has been rather busy lately, and he's still in California on his sailboat at the moment, so the bread ends have really been accumulating. I got to thinking I'd better attempt a bread pudding, myself. But I don't know anything about typical ratios of bread, eggs, and milk for such things, so I figured I should consult a cookbook. When I paged through Rustic Fruit Desserts over lunch, I found that it had exactly one bread pudding recipe, for a "Boozy dried cherry, chocolate, and hazelnut bread pudding." Looking over the ingredients, I thought, hmm. I have those dried cherries I made after picking cherries with
mallorys_camera last July. And I have a strategic stockpile of hazelnuts from the Holmquist Hazelnut Orchards in the Pacific Northwest. Chocolate is a given in this household.
Scanning the ingredients, however, I noted that I don't have any brandy sitting around, nor did I have the cup of cream the recipe called for. I also lacked the motivation to go back outside again into the cold to obtain said items. Could I make do with other things? Another cup of milk for the cream? Cointreau for the brandy, though Cointreau is very much not brandy? Semisweet chocolate instead of bittersweet, since that's what I've got?
It seemed there wasn't much to lose from experimenting, so I did.

Another win for the Rustic Fruit Desserts cookbook! I can't say I'm surprised. I really appreciate that this bread pudding isn't overly sweet, and the orange notes from the Cointreau do indeed work perfectly well with the chocolate and cherry and hazelnut.
I'm glad to have reclaimed that bit of freezer space, too, for now.
The rest of the weekend cooking won't be nearly as exciting, but should keep me fed for the week, at least. That counts for a lot.
Y'all.
The Rustic Fruit Desserts cookbook came through again.
But I should start at the beginning.
However, S has been rather busy lately, and he's still in California on his sailboat at the moment, so the bread ends have really been accumulating. I got to thinking I'd better attempt a bread pudding, myself. But I don't know anything about typical ratios of bread, eggs, and milk for such things, so I figured I should consult a cookbook. When I paged through Rustic Fruit Desserts over lunch, I found that it had exactly one bread pudding recipe, for a "Boozy dried cherry, chocolate, and hazelnut bread pudding." Looking over the ingredients, I thought, hmm. I have those dried cherries I made after picking cherries with
Scanning the ingredients, however, I noted that I don't have any brandy sitting around, nor did I have the cup of cream the recipe called for. I also lacked the motivation to go back outside again into the cold to obtain said items. Could I make do with other things? Another cup of milk for the cream? Cointreau for the brandy, though Cointreau is very much not brandy? Semisweet chocolate instead of bittersweet, since that's what I've got?
It seemed there wasn't much to lose from experimenting, so I did.

Another win for the Rustic Fruit Desserts cookbook! I can't say I'm surprised. I really appreciate that this bread pudding isn't overly sweet, and the orange notes from the Cointreau do indeed work perfectly well with the chocolate and cherry and hazelnut.
I'm glad to have reclaimed that bit of freezer space, too, for now.
The rest of the weekend cooking won't be nearly as exciting, but should keep me fed for the week, at least. That counts for a lot.
