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Rob, I apologize for calling you a hypocrite. I'm about ready to slaughter most of humanity myself.

What do you do when someone agrees to something you're looking forward to, tries to get out of it two hours later by saying it never was an agreement, and when you present them with proof there was an agreement involved, tells you that the whole fucking thing was to prove that they "hate it when you lawyer me"?

Why is it that someone who prides themselves on non-hypocrisy can tell you one night that they care for you and then turn around the next morning and tell you that they have no faith left in you and then refuse to give you the basic respect for your intelligence that they give others?

Why does it hurt so much when they do?

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Rob, I apologize for calling you a hypocrite. I'm about ready to slaughter most of humanity myself.

What do you do when someone agrees to something you're looking forward to, tries to get out of it two hours later by saying it never was an agreement, and when you present them with proof there was an agreement involved, tells you that the whole fucking thing was to prove that they "hate it when you lawyer me"?

Why is it that someone who prides themselves on non-hypocrisy can tell you one night that they care for you and then turn around the next morning and tell you that they have no faith left in you and then refuse to give you the basic respect for your intelligence that they give others?

Why does it hurt so much when they do?

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Feeling somewhat more calm now, though not as hopeful as I was this morning...so it goes, with emotional trauma. I'm really starting to hate my tendency to create soap operas out of my life...is it possible for me to go a week without being "extremely" anything (happy, depressed, angry, annoyed)? I wonder if I qualify for histrionic personality disorder?

Anyway, my life being as chaotic as it is at the moment, I've created a new icon for it...that, and to celebrate the fact that the "Firefly" DVD's are going to be coming out in less than a month. Eventually I hope to have one for each crew member, though I'd have to actually pay for my account to use them all here. That, and it's going to be tough to find a single word to describe each character, considering that they're all very well-developed and therefore complex. However, I've already covered that aptly...

Am done being narcissistic and self-congratulatory. To steal my friend's line, carry on.

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Feeling somewhat more calm now, though not as hopeful as I was this morning...so it goes, with emotional trauma. I'm really starting to hate my tendency to create soap operas out of my life...is it possible for me to go a week without being "extremely" anything (happy, depressed, angry, annoyed)? I wonder if I qualify for histrionic personality disorder?

Anyway, my life being as chaotic as it is at the moment, I've created a new icon for it...that, and to celebrate the fact that the "Firefly" DVD's are going to be coming out in less than a month. Eventually I hope to have one for each crew member, though I'd have to actually pay for my account to use them all here. That, and it's going to be tough to find a single word to describe each character, considering that they're all very well-developed and therefore complex. However, I've already covered that aptly...

Am done being narcissistic and self-congratulatory. To steal my friend's line, carry on.