Roller coasters of the emotional sort...

[missroserose]

Was rather snippy for most of today. Partially that was from not eating enough, but it continued past the consumption of food. I got impatient with the resident sprogling and I wasn't the one talking to her - she wasn't even in the room (my mother was talking to her on the phone and I felt a surge of annoyance just from hearing the first 30 seconds of this side of the conversation). I was even more petty than usual at Scrabble. I was pissed at Ryan for some joking comment he made. And I felt oddly like I was going to burst into tears all day.

I think I'm pregnant. Not with a crotchdropping (thank God), but with something. I've been having all these weird mood swings, and totally irrational feelings, and this kind of just...restlessness. And pregnancy is the only sort of thing I can really compare it to. Plus my libido has been shot to hell the last month, and even Ryan's visit hasn't done much to help, much to his disappointment (please refrain from comment, Ian). Though that may have more to do with the fact that I've become used to a somewhat simpler life.

So...what am I pregnant with? And when is it going to be birthed?