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Uncontrollable bouts of crying with intervals of moroseness and hopelessness. Feelings of unhappiness, loneliness, insecurity, loss. Periods of extreme agitation. Excessive frustration at anything I try to accomplish that doesn't turn out perfectly.

Absolutely no reason for any of it.

Maybe I should go to the doctor and get drugs. 'Course, then I'd just be treating the symptoms rather than the cause, but then, that'd only put me in the same boat as 90% of America. Hell, my aunt is in that boat - perfect Mormon housewife, four well-mannered kids, loving husband, nice house, and she can't get out of bed without her Prozac.

Fucking genetic predisposition toward depression.

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Uncontrollable bouts of crying with intervals of moroseness and hopelessness. Feelings of unhappiness, loneliness, insecurity, loss. Periods of extreme agitation. Excessive frustration at anything I try to accomplish that doesn't turn out perfectly.

Absolutely no reason for any of it.

Maybe I should go to the doctor and get drugs. 'Course, then I'd just be treating the symptoms rather than the cause, but then, that'd only put me in the same boat as 90% of America. Hell, my aunt is in that boat - perfect Mormon housewife, four well-mannered kids, loving husband, nice house, and she can't get out of bed without her Prozac.

Fucking genetic predisposition toward depression.